Doing it…

So many times, we limit ourselves.  We think that things are not possible, feasible, or even imaginable.  I think the notion of being your own worst enemy is prevalent in society, so much to the point that I think we become complacent with what we have.  We give up trying because it’s too hard, or too much work, or there are too many other things to do.

What do you want?  Do you want to continue doing the same thing, and just complaining about it, or settling for what you have?

There have been so many times in the past where I have tried to get started back into development, but without a plan and just looking at the surface of things.  How can I get to where I want to be was never a question I asked.  It was always build huge unwieldy thing and don’t plan.  I think this is the reason I am on the path I am on and not the one I want to be on.  It’s not a change one thing and you’re life will be better.  It’s change something every day, at every chance to try and better yourself, your community, and the world.

I think for me, the part that is helping is this blog – writing out how and what I am feeling and trying to make sense of things and plan what I want to do and what I want to be.  What I want to be changes daily, but I know at least, that I don’t want to be complacent.  I’m studying and reading a lot, and trying to spend as little time on FB or staring at Reddit.

Is it just me?